I KNOW ITS HARD TO FEEL LIKE I DON'T CARE AT ALL...

well man my stomach is like dying....and i know why.

i was drinking last night...ugh. ew. me, Willy, and Jay were all watching the Pacifier or w/e. and like Jay kept handing me his drink to drink...im not even sure what it was. but after awhile ew, it started getting gross. yuck. but w/e. that was a good movie.


well i did go back to the carnival but i barely got to talk to Jake, i talked to him like ONCE. it kinda made me mad. but anyways i was with Steve Ankers, Nick Griffith,and Zach Paulp the majority of the night. i had a fuckin' blast. woop! i think Jake didn't talk to me b/c i was with guys. like idk im always hanging out with guys most of the time. OH! i saw Jer and Cameron!! YOY! i love those kids. they are so funny, i ate Cameron's fries. lol then Mike Spurlin was like can i have some money and we were like no. and Steve handed me a dollar to get a drink. and Mike was like all what?! and i was like nobody likes you, NOOOOBBBOOOODDDDYY. lmao and we just stared each other down. hahahahaha. somehow i kept a straight face.


i don't want to go up there today though...uuuggggghh. no.

but i want to see Jake....uh. nah.


wow. we were locked out of our house last night. b/c Derek locked all the doors and we didn't have the keys. blah. so they had to go to my dad's work to get the keys from him. but we got in. well i talked to my mom about the date with doug williams. and she was like have you talked to your father about this??...and im like omg no...i was like what would dad say? and she's like idk? and im like thinking, you've been married to him for like ever! you should know! but then again i am their ONLY DAUGHTER! ugh. i wish i wasn't. lol. so i guess i have to talk to my father about this...blah.

he went to go talk to his surgian/doctor or w/e today. i know i didn't say anything about this before cuz welll i don't want to talk about it. eh.